It’s funny how the most popular and preppy girls and guys in my grade are attempting to form little pre-sororities and frats before they get to college which I find incredibly dumb, and what’s funny is the fact that I think I like a guy in that group except he probably only sees me as a friend, because I don’t belong in those groups. I’m not the skinniest girl, I’m normally the one at school functions taking pictures, or hiding behind a camera. But I think the thing that really holds me down is the fact that I’m socially awkward. Now I can talk to people don’t get me wrong, but the fact that I’m quiet, very observant when I’m not around people that I’m close or comfortable with. I’m not close with the preppy girls that pretty much dominate school functions. I haven’t even had my first kiss yet or have been in a relationship, I mean I have flirted multiple times. I’ve had crushes but the feelings were never returned. I know I’m not ugly, but does no guy even secretly like me? Has any guy ever like liked me? Now I’m not saying like you have to have a boyfriend to be in the group. I don’t even know how to get in it in the first place. I guess the point I’m making is with these elite groups, is I’m not trying to be in them or join them, all I’m saying is I admire the preppy life despite the girls and guys in my senior class trying to make a srat group, but I don’t live up to the preppy expectations.